Lost

Am I the only one who feels completely lost when it comes to classes? We are more than a month into school, past the first round of exams, and I still feel like I have NO CLUE how to do anything! Now, I'm not talking about "being a college student" - because I think I have that down. I've figured out time management, late nights at the library, going out on weeknights, lecture classes bigger than my graduating classes, ya know all that! I'm talking about the specific assignments of certain classes. What on earth does my professor want for a case study? I'm told day one that I'm required to turn in 2 case studies over the duration of the class, one group and one individual, but did I miss the lecture on how to do it? Everyone else in the class sure seems to have an idea. Maybe I just zoned out while I was playing sudoku or she just sent and email to everyone BUT me one how to do it, because I definitely have NO CLUE what I'm doing! Who knows, maybe blogging during lecture could be the problem...? How is it that everyone else seems to have it so together? The girls sitting in front of me basically have their entire history essays written. Do I you ask? How much have I written? Oh, what a question? Well, since you wondered... I have read the essay questions, pondered them immensely, and after pondering them I went back to my painting! I had noooooo idea how to begin answering them! I didn't know how to form a thesis much less find evidence. So, I decided I had too much painting to do to write those crazy essays! Am I the only who feels this way? Seriously, do all of you feel comfortable in your assignments and know what you're doing? Or are you as lost as me? Hmmm, this is beginning to be quite an issue for classes, ya know, when it comes to actually doing the assignments where I'm somewhat "confused."
Well, I guess I should actually listen to lecture so I have an idea what to do!
Love you to the moon and back!